The shattered mask that I hold
brings blade of deception that stumbles
as the bearer within me lies true
as personas divide
self pity that strings a line
turns to ashes as the fire spreads into the webs of the heart
as the degrees suffer
the lies begin to manifest
the somber awaking
sorrow taking admiration
as ever more desire I imagine
deepens further the fuel
as the yearning for socialization
turns into desperation
upon refinement
as the void I create deepens
the truth hides the lies that I deceived by my mind
banes my travesty
for craze for application I pray
so the perversion stops so I live by my standards and higher
then die as a husk